How do I explain whats happening to me in meditation (please Help)?

I am new to meditation and lucid dreaming and am trying to learn about how all of it works. I only got into because i noticed i have an ability that nobody else has. I don"t even know how to look this up. Ive always been able to control my energy (since age 12). now i can send my energy almost on command to where ever i want. but when i do, which ever part i send it to the hair raises on that part (even if i do my whole body). But what this has lead me to do is even greater. Now anytime you orgasm you get this amazing feeling but now imagine this feeling in every square millimeter of your body.i have only done it 3 times and it required 2 things to do it. the first time i was high on cannabis, then experimenting with (cough syrup..... never did it again and everyone shouldn't do it either) and the 3rd again with cannabis. the second requirement was music. in the meditation i used the sounds of the songs to bring me to this level but only under extreme notes that were hit. it felt like i was riding the sound waves all the way up and once this feeling kicks in you cant move, in fact you will collapse wherever you are. the 3rd time i was gunna fall face first on my keyboard so i snapped myself out of it and had an incredible sensation in my tailbone like it was leftover energy just swirling around. i can send energy through my hands and feet and thought maybe i could send that excess energy out but i haven't been able to do it since. can someone please explain this. i am actually looking for a guide to show me what i am ignorant to. im sick of getting laughed at when i ask for help on this subject and could really use alot of help. i have way too many questions to ask and many experiences to share. you can email me at brutus56@gmail.com if anyone is interested. this is all so crazy and its very hard to figure it out on my own.